tears come out like a broken leak running down her tender cheek she wonders what it would be like to die just let go and forget every lie that was ever told to her but she just can't be sure.
this storm raging outside is the perfect setting to committ suicide this gurl is ill her heart turning black with every pill thunder sounds like thoughts in her head lightning is the memories she sees as she lies in her bed
the pouring vast rain hides her everlasting pain hoping for the courage to kill all the dreams she tried to conceal falling in a hole as the depression takes its tole realizing no one will kare and that life isnt fair she has one last thing she wants to do know if someone kared and who so as she takes that final step she lets out tha pain shes alwayz kept.
~cursed with a life of pain im bound to go insane sooner of later ill crack ima run to tha cabinet and grab a sack gingerly place it around my head tie it tight and lie on my bed i listen to a steady hum as i wait for tha end to come you played me for a fool pretended everything was kool then you stabbed me in the back thats why me heads in this sack you see slitting my wrist wasnt enough tha pain wasnt rough enough cause broken hearts never mend i want you to know ill love you to the end even tho at tha same time i hate you for all the shit you did and said i really hope you f**kin cry when you hear im dead cuz you caused my pain wit so many lies but if you didnt kare i wouldnt b surprised so i hope you go to hell for this shit fuck around and get ur ass hit cuz thas wut u deserve to get but im done wit lifes shit ima breathe in deep suffocate while i weep all i see is black i cant even feel the sack mayb i jus died so ill sit in hell and abide my time wait for you to arrive cuz babe wit out you i cant survive~
death defied « Result #4 on Dec 28, 2005, 4:36am »
This is too much stress how'd I get into this mess scary thoughts and bloody tears whoever you are just wash away my fears you say death is the way but what about what I say I cut at my vein as I let the pain DrIvE mE InSaNe but I just CAN'T stop I'm so close to the top.... So why am I here my premature death is near scary ghost and shadows prison walls and windows when you find me propped against that bloody wall just know that you are accountable for my downward fall your hurtful words pained me every night I've finally given up the fight are you happy you won?! can you feel your burden being lifted cause its done im dead..... all the painful things you did and said you planted ideas in my head even when i laid in bed I hated this life and thats why I ended it with a slice of my knife when I was born I said my first hi and now that I'm dead I say my final goodbye
te worlds beginning to flood the rain has turned to crimson blood the storm gets worse as nature takes its course lightning is ur life the pitiful life u so sadly ended wit a knife and thunder is ur pain the same pain that drove you insane drove you to cut at ur vein but just let eveyrone blieve ur sane keep ur scary eveloping thoughts in ur head say only wut needs to b said ur life has taken a twist *carve intricate designs in ur wrist* these ppl r wicked and uve lost so much blood uve become sickened so just let down ur hair and ACCEPT that life will never b fair
i tell you i do when i dont i tell you i will when i wont cant love you and never will those are things ill never feel brain ticks lyk a clock my heart is on lock keep da knife handy sip on that brandy tha only way ill die iz by suicide adrenalines pumpin hand keeps jumpin makin more cutz my arms filled wit ruts loves such a bitch so heres muh pitch loves not devout it pulled my heart out and tore it to shreds itz jus here to play wit our heads so load tha gun w/ one last bullet cock tha trigger and pull it
broken child in a home where she feels all alone slit ur wrist hope to die to leave bhind every lie nuttin left here to say i think ive finally found my way so many designs they look so cool i made them wit my carving tool they dont hurt yet they bleed my hunger for pain iz wat they feed scream and shout for tha pain to cease but it wont come witout that release do it now do it quick do it bfore u make me sick!
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